Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Counting on Something

Eight fire trucks closed the street, emergency lights blazing
Though the fire was already out

Twelve old townhouses, sharing walls,
Vulnerable to spontaneous combustion

Four doors down from our home an empty unit
Had a collapsed first floor and smoke still rising

Two-thirty in the morning on the seventh day
of the twelfth month, we were safe

Four of us in one car, still in PJ's,
Evacuated and waiting for the all clear

Two children with only their blankets
Two adults with issues unrelated to the fire

Zero damage to our house
But I still waited for an explosion that seemed inevitable

     Three months had passed
     Since I detonated our comfortable life

     One bad night had changed
     Our marriage, our jobs, our hope for the future

Thirty minutes of holding tight
And then the fireman told us it was safe to go home

Ten concrete steps to the front door
And I hoped the fireman was right